Why Am I doing This

For the first ten years of my walk with Jesus I felt content with the knowledge of what I had learned from my Pastor in church, and that was basically I was saved now and I always will be, and nothing (even sin) could take that away from me. I wrestled with this for many years in spirit as it just seemed to easy. My spirit was telling me to please God by keeping His commandments and not sinning, and man was telling me it was all ok now, no need to do either as Jesus fulfilled all our requirements of salvation at the cross. Suddenly I realised that there was absolutely no growth in me with Jesus, that I was virtually the same level as I was ten years ago. You know, just cruising along in cocky mode with the belief I was ready to go with my Jesus when ever the time would present itself. I was told not to bother reading the Old Testament or search the scriptures, but only to concentrate on the four gospels and the letters of Paul, as that is all that is required for salvation according to the new covenant. The church was happy for me to be God ignorant, and now I know why, and this is why I am here; to tell WHY they wanted me ignorant, and why their Jesus is nit my Jesus.

I decided to read the bible from the beginning and because I found it hard to understand with out the help of my pastor, I then decided to ask Yahweh in prayer for His power to understand. It was awesome from the outset. Suddenly all the scriptures took on a new meaning, a meaning given by Yahweh Himself. I stood on that prayer of understanding, and with a sincere heart for truth soaked up all that the Holy Spirit had to offer. The more I read...the more I prayed, and the more I prayed...the more truth was revealed. The trouble was though, this new understanding was not in one accord with the church teachings. I found much more understanding of the meaning to the words such as ...Love, truth, repent, overcome, way truth and life, hypocrites, false teachers, deceivers, law, commandments, harlot, worldly, Idolism, let's not forget worship.

I fought and wrestled with it for years, telling brothers and sisters of what I was seeing. Alas, they accused me of falling away, and being ungrateful for what Jesus had done for me. I have been accused of being the devils advocate, of sending Jesus to the cross again (Father forgive them, their minds are clouded from their weak faith), of trying to keep the law of which was nailed to the cross, of leading others away from God, etc etc. The ironical point here is I was doing the opposite to them, and that was seeking truth with all my heart, mind, soul and strength, and they were not. The saving grace though was the fact I knew that they were more into the traditions of man than I was, which helped me understand just why they were so adamant. Many years passed till finally my Father allowed me to see the hypocrisy within the church and called me out of her, and praises to Yahweh for ever for that because like Lot, I have never looked back. How could I possibly look back to that deception. It has taught me one thing for sure, and that is there is indeed many complacent Christian teachers out there who don't really care about the apostasy of their teaching, and therefore need to either stop it now...or prepare for a millstone to be tied around their necks and thrown into the sea.. Mat 18:6

Since that great day my dear Lord Jesus revealed this to me, I have grown from strength to strength...desiring more and more of what He has to offer. Yearning more and more for the unadulterated word of His mighty truth; the 2000 year old gospel, and the unconditional love He offers freely to the pure in heart. As time went on, it was clear to me that ONLY HIS SHEEP can indeed hear His voice. His sheep are those chosen from the many, to abide in His love for ever. Only those who hear Him...know Him, and it's only by acting out our faith in Him, is He able to see our sincerity, and thus reveal the mysteries unseen. Think of it this way...if Moses had of refused God's call to bring His people out of Egypt, would God have given him power to turn the staff into a snake? And if any of the apostles had of rebuked Jesus, would they have cast out demons and healed people? Can you see it yet? One must ACT out their faith in order to receive the power thereof. Through this acting out (by leaving the church), or obedience for the want of a better name, Jesus has revealed to me the true mission of the mainstream churches, and this is to lead millions away from truth, and knowing that by believing a lie...they will be lost, played heavy on my heart. That is another reason why I do this...to expose this lie. The lie of the Commandments of God and the true testimony of Jesus Christ.

My ministry is to expose the church for false teaching. Maybe half the time it is not their fault, but a lie is a lie, and fault or not fault, the result will be the same...many being led astray. Some do it for mammon, some do it for fame, some do it for pride, and some do it for the lack of knowledge, but the bottom line is...THEY DO IT, and my Father will only forgive them when and if they repent of it. Why is there no teaching of repentance and overcoming sin in the church? Why is there no teaching on God's will for us? Why is there no teaching about enduring and suffering for His name? Why is it taught that one cannot loose their salvation? This is a blatant and deceiving lie, and totally unbiblical as well as un spiritual. From my spirit I can tell you this...God is right now at this very minute of 3:55 pm on the 31st day of December 2005, raising up a NEW army of truth seeking pure hearted God fearing servants to expose these hideous lies coming directly from the mouth of demons. Yes, that's right...demons. If you are currently teaching others these above lies, then you have an antichrist spirit, and Jesus says that if you aren't for Him then you are against Him. So yes again my poor misguided and disillusioned preacher/teacher, you have demons and should not be teaching God's ways.

The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, and His mighty name is Yahweh, has called me, like many others right now, to be a voice of truth amongst the harlots in order a few might be chosen from within that are willing to hear also His voice, and indeed reap the reward of a good ground. There is little time left, and He is coming soon as a thief in the night, to take back those who are willing to leave these wolves in sheep's clothing, but He says to all right now..."I will not force you if you are not willing, I will let you believe whatever you want to believe, but there is only ONE TRUTH". It is this very truth that will set you free...not the false truths of man who uses carnal imaginations and motives to lead you to destruction. 2Th 2:11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:

I am merely a digger in the trenches, a soldier of the Christ, simply obeying his master. This is why I am doing this: to bring truth to the gullible and mislead, in order they might indeed be saved, to the Mighty One Yahweh's glory. I can tell you right now reader, there is a 101 things my flesh would rather be doing than sitting at a computer on a 100deg day typing messages to the gullible and complacent lukewarm Christians of this evil world. I could be flying aero planes, watching the cricket, swimming at the beach...sheesh, there is a shipload of things I could do, but my spirit is thankfully different from my flesh. I love you reader, too much to allow you to fall from grace, I want to bring back that 2000 year old gospel that was preached by Jesus and the apostles...not that 1700 year old gospel that is preached in almost all the churches today. Sadly though, the proud and the stiff necked will scoff at this truth, and be so willing to sell their soul to the traditions of man. An open mind is all that is needed to at least listen if you have ears, and see if you have eyes, and ponder if you have a pure heart, and THEN make your OWN decision. Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling, and do NOT rely on the words of man.

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