This
is part of a 26 year old woman's natal chart interpretation.
Discussed are the issues that may arise as she develops
her own sense of identity and values system.
I
would expect that this woman would learn about herself through
other people and their values. She will most probably unconsciously
do this via projection until she learns to incorporate these
parts of her own identity and to accept other peoples’ values
into her life whilst maintaining her own sense of self.
This
woman will most probably experience instability and conflict
in the areas mentioned below whilst developing her own sense
of identity and value system, although she may find this
particularly distressing with the planetary combinations
which indicate a dislike for confrontations.
These
conflicts or conscious realisations may also be enacted
through work, through raising her own family and/or through
friendships and any social groups that she belongs to.
With
her natal chart indications, I would expect this woman would
require harmony within her environment and this would in
turn affect the way in which she develops and implements
her own sense of identity and value system. Her natal chart
also indicates a strong indecisiveness when it comes to
self expression.
There
is a strong need for this woman to develop her own sense
of values and sense of individuality and it also represents
her father as the primary parent who has had an impact on
this part of her development. It also represents the need
to express her individuality through material means, in
solid ways which can be physically seen; this in itself
may be a dilemma because of the energies indicated in her
natal chart.
Naturally,
there are various options in how the various planetary placements
can be interpreted and the following options are not exclusive
to each other.
Firstly,
this woman will have to come to the conscious realisation
that she is actually a separate person from that of her
father. She may not have learned that she is actually physically
‘separate’ from other people and in turn she may actually
find it difficult to be her own person and develop her own
values without absorbing her fathers’ and other peoples’
identities and values.
I think
that this woman may have felt that her father was not there
for her, very nebulous or possibly on a pedestal being idealised.
Physically,
I also think that the father was possibly absent or seen
as highly demanding or authoritative. This in turn would
have had the effect of making this woman grow up very quickly
and learning to be very hard on herself.
A second
issue this woman may need to address will be that she needs
to become conscious of her sensitive nature. If she learns
to get in touch with this sensitivity she may have some
form of psychic or artistic ability that will aid in her
sense of self and separateness from others. Once this aspect
of her personality has been identified and especially if
she is able to produce some form of tangible artwork, this
would aid her in fulfilling part of the artistic expression
of herself in concrete terms.
This
woman has the potential also for a kind and compassionate
nature, but before she learns about this aspect of herself
she may suffer from self-delusions and be a dreamer with
escapist tendencies. Drugs and alcohol may play a part in
these escapist tendencies with this planetary influence
operating. Without a positive outlet, this woman may not
be able to deal with reality.
Thirdly,
it may be that this woman is also unstable in way. It may
also be that this woman will struggle with identity crisis
at various points in her life, especially through conflict
within intimate relationships.
This
woman may be particularly unsure of her own inner value
and worth. She may not be appreciative enough of her own
innate gifts, such as her sensitivity, artistic and creative
abilities, and the ability she has to heal and soothe others.
Other
indications for this woman show that she may experience
other people as cold, harsh and uncaring… not giving her
the unconditional love and closeness she needs. Until she
learns more about her own sense of emotional requirements
and nature, this woman may have conflict with the people
she shares her life with intimately She is particularly
sensitive to any coldness from the intimate people in her
life with this planetary placement.
It
may also be that this woman learns about many aspects of
herself through conflict in managing joint resources and
making personal adjustments in relationships. Her partner
may have a very different belief or value system which causes
conflict, and in turn, greater self understanding of her
own emotional nature.
Other
indications show that this woman may have difficulty in
assessing what is real and what is not. Also, that she is
extremely sensitive and reacts very strongly to any upset
and that she finds it difficult to differentiate between
reality and imagination. Understandably, this influence
would add to this woman’s difficulty in defining who she
is and what she believes in without being influenced greatly
by the people intimately associated with her.
In
summary, this woman has two highly conflicting aspects to
her identity which she must learn to incorporate into her
life. Until she learns to deal with her escapist tendencies
and define her emotional nature this woman will possibly
not have the energy to deal with the opposing side of her
identity. Unless she manages to deal consciously and positively
with these planetary energies, she may not be able to fully
develop and take ownership of her own emotional blackness
and walls she builds against intimacy.
